Envious Desire
41

Eric

I fucked up. I fucked up on the one woman who treated me like a fucking king for a whore who would do anything to ensure Shelly, and I never got back together. FUCK! Why the fuck did I do it?

I should have known the day she gave me those fucking panties. All she wanted was to fuck me and fuck me over. I should have said no to lunch that day.

FUCK!!!! Tossing my glass across the room, the glass shattering is music to my ears. All I crave is to destroy everything within sight; it just doesn’t make sense without her now.

Maddy, why the fuck did you have to waltz back into my life? Why the fuck was I so fucking weak for the one who tore my heart out? FUCK!!!

I decide to call the one person who has always had my back.

“Hello.”

“Axe. How are you?”

“Like shit. You?”

“Same.”

“What’s got you down in the gutter?”

“Come to the club. We can discuss it over some honey and whiskey.”

“You would entice me with my favorite drink. Fuck it, I’ll be there in half an hour.”

Hanging up, I call Noah to set up the V.I.P. booth.

Axle appears at the club, making his way to the booth. I pour the honey mixing the whiskey in as he arrives at our accommodations; I hand him his drink.

Slapping our hands together, we greet each other with a bro hug. “Good to see you, bro.”

“It’s been a minute Eric. You look like shit.” He cracks a smile causing me to smirk.

“Shit identifies shit Axe.” We both chuckle at our shit talk. Taking our seats, I open up the conversation. “How’s fatherhood?”

Shooting out a loud breath, “It’s– complicated. Selena is a royal pain in the ass. She swears it’s all about her.”

Shaking my head, “Damn, that’s rough.”

Axle shakes his head, “What I wouldn’t do to just have her by my side again.”

He sips on some amber liquid. “What about you? What has you all down in the dumps?”

“Uh, man! It’s fucked up and gotten way the fuck out of control.”

“What has?”

“Shelly and I.”

“I know you two ended things, but I have no idea why? What the hell happened with you two? Did you cheat on her or something?” He chuckled as he downed his drink.

I couldn’t help but stare at him for his correct assumption. Axle halts mid-drink, swallowing hard, “Get the fuck out. No, you didn’t.”

I remained stoic unable to utter the words.

“What the fuck were you thinking? You asked her to marry you.”

“I know! I know! I fucked up. I know!” My back slammed against the back of the booth.

“Who was it?”

Gulping the rest of my drink. “It was fucking Maddy.”

“Maddy! Are you fucking kidding me?”

“I know! I know!” I throw my hands in the air in defeat.

“Fuck Eric, why the hell would you return to Maddy after what she did?”

“I don’t know! I don’t fucking know.” I wiped my face with my hands, refilling both our drinks.

“She came on so strong. I fell for it, and she kept giving me more and more of what I wanted.”

“What the fuck did you want that you didn’t get with Shelly?”

“It’s fucking stupid. I regret all of it now.”

Axle stares at me, waiting for me to answer.

“Fuck she withheld herself from me but allowed me to fuck her subs while she watched; it was so fucking erotic. The best fucking sex I’ve ever had.”

Axle shakes his head as I spew my irrational rationale as to why I moronically cheated on Shelly.

“Then she finally gave herself to me, and I was done. It was like I was hooked on her like fucking cocaine. One fucking taste, and I kept going back for more. Sometimes just her, other times all three. It was a fucking dream come true, or so I thought.”

Axle covers his face with his hand before wiping it.

“Towards the end, Maddy went all batshit crazy on me, showing up at my house saying she could imagine us having sex in every room while Shelly would be none the wiser.”

Axle stared at me in utter disbelief. We both decided it was time to finish the next glass before pouring another.

“As her way of apologizing, she granted me a fantasy I had always dreamed of. Being in charge of a foursome with two other guys, with full control over her. I commanded all of them; I thought it was the ultimate fantasy until I saw the hurt in Shelly’s eyes when she showed up in the hotel room. I felt her pain.”

Axle was rendered shocked; his eyes bulged from their sockets. “How did she end up at the hotel?”

Pfft! “This crazy bitch somehow got the password to my phone and texted Shelly to meet me there so she could catch us in the act. She set the whole thing up.” I shake my head, downing the next drink.

“Damn, Eric. That is some fucked up shit. And I thought Chloe needing space was horrifying. This shit is straight out of some crazy ass book on Wattpad or FindNovel.net. 😉😉

Emptying my glass yet again, we pour another round. “She caught me in her web, and now I’ve lost the one woman who treated me like a king.”

“What are you going to do to win her back?′

“Win her back? She won’t budge. I’ve apologized again and again, bought flowers, gifts... she’s rejected them all. I even have her staying in our house while she finds a new place to stay. I’ve been staying in my office this whole time. She means the world to me; I fucked up, I know it. I just wish she would give me another chance.”

Round five goes down with a heated burn, and another refill gets on the books.

“That’s a lot to swallow. If she ever gives you another chance, she will make you work triple time to earn it.” Axle states, gulping down his glass.

“She already is– I just hope it’s actually working.”

“What about Chloe?”

“What about her?”

“Where do you two stand?”

“At a standstill.”

“Ouch.”

We both take another drink.

“Yeah, I miss her. This whole shit with Selena has everything up shit’s creek.”

“I know, bro. I know the feeling.” I slap him on the back, pour us another round, handing Axle his drink.

“To getting our women back!” We raised our glasses and gulped them down just as fast as they went up. Time flies as we polish off the bottle. Axle disappears, leaving me with a multitude of chaotic thoughts. This alcohol is getting to my head, and it’s good. I’m finally not feeling like the loser I am.

Walking up to the edge of the V.I.P. room, I see a redhead dancing in the strobe lights. It can’t be? Fuck, my head is playing tricks on me. I blink my eyes, wiping them with my thumb and forefinger, taking a seat, shaking my crazy thoughts away.

Axle returns, and we both start off the next bottle. Now is the time to call Shelly.

“Who are you calling?”

“Shelly?”

“It’s late.”

“So, I need to tell her I want her back.”

I raise my finger to hush him when I hear her angelic voice through the receiver.

“Hello?”

“Shell baby, please don’t hang up. I miss you. I love you. I want to come home. Please, baby, forgive me. I’ll never do it again.” I beg practically on my knees.

“Eric, leave me alone. It’s 1 o’clock in the morning, and you’re drunk.”

“So! That doesn’t mean I don’t love or miss you.”

“I don’t care, Eric. Go fuck the doctor if you’re so fucking lonely.”

She hangs up on me. FUCK! I toss my phone on the sofa.

“Ouch bro.”

“This is how it happens every time. She just keeps hanging up on me.”

“I gotta go. I called Leo. He’s coming to get me.”

“Nah, Axe, stay. The night is still young.”

Shaking his head. “I need to leave; I have an early meeting tomorrow.”

“Fine! But you owe me a real night out with endless alcohol.” I point in his direction.

“I got you.”

Axle vanishes, leaving my mind to reel over everything that’s happened over the past few months. Meeting Shelly, how happy we were. Running into Maddy again. Her seductive way of handling me. Her ability to– Fuck! I need to stop.

I pour another drink, a triple, and down it just as soon as it’s poured. This continued until the bottle was see-through.

Fuck I need Shelly. I call her again in desperation.

“Hello?”

“Shell baaaaaby, pleash take me back.”

“Eric, you’re drunk. Leave me the hell alone and go to sleep.”

“Baaaaby pleash.”

Fuck! She hung up on me again. My blood is boiling. Why won’t she fucking listen to me? Fuck this! I’m out of here! Stumbling to the door, Noah stops me.

“Boss, you good?”

“I’m fline!” I wave him off, making my way out the door. The fresh air hits me like a ton of bricks. Staggering my way to the corner, I catch a cab to the one place I know I can release my anger.

Banging on the door, I scream for her to answer. “Maddy, open up. Thlish is allb your fault. Maddy oplen up. Open the dl–”

The door swings open; Maddy is in a robe, flowing in the air from the swiftness of her actions, exposing her milky skin.

Stumbling in, “You, you did this. You’re the relason she won’t tallllk to me.”

“What?”

“I’m like thlish because of yooooou.”

She opens her arms, allowing her robe to slip past her nipples.

“Come here, Eric. Let me make you feel better.”

“You can’t. You made me feelllll like thlish.”

“Then it’s my job to help you, baby.” She pushes me towards the sofa. I easily lose my balance, landing on the couch with my head lying on the backrest. Fuck, I’m done.

“You know, I knew you would come to me. I’m the only one who loves you. You know that, right baby?”

“You love me?”

“You know I do.”

“I do?”

“Let me show you.”

I watch as she undoes my belt, unbuttons my pants, and lowering my zipper. Fuck I shouldn’t do this. “Maddy, wait.”

“No more waiting, baby. We both want this.”

She pulls me out of my pants, wrapping her full lips around me. Fuck that feels so fucking good. I lay my hand on the back of her head, feeling her skull bob up and down my shaft.

“Wait, wait.”

She ignores my words, using her hands to play with my balls while her tongue flows up and down, wiggling back and forth, causing me to get harder with every movement.

“FUCK!”

Maddy stands before me, “I was using my hummingbird before you arrived. But now that I have your dick at full mast and ready, I’m just going to take my rightful seat on your lap.” She allows her robe to drape around her feet, exposing her creamy flesh, taut nipples, and clean-shaven pussy on full display.

FUCK!

Placing one leg on either side of me, she grabs my shaft lining it up with her entrance, and slides down, taking me all in. I groan, feeling her hot pussy swallow me like nothing. Fuck, I love the way she takes me.

“MMMM, I’ve missed this long, strong cock inside me. Now baby, let me do all the work and stroke this massive cock of yours until you cum.” She shoves her huge tits in my face, grazing her nipples across my mouth, shoving it in, grasping her tit while my tongue unleashes its yearning for her.

Her moans fly in the air, causing my cock to jolt with every sound that slips past her lips. Fuck, I shouldn’t be doing this.

As if she could read my mind, she bounces in my lap, causing my balls to slap against her ass. Oh fuck, she knows I love to fuck rough.

“I know you love it rough, baby; take control.” Placing my hands on her hips, my fingers dig into her flesh, guiding her hips to smash on my lap.

Her moans fill the air causing my cock to get harder with each stroke. Fuck I love this feeling; my cock is already throbbing.

“Fuck baby, say it! Say it to make me cum.”

“I fucking love you, Maddy!”

Screaming into the air, her pussy releases her essence to coat my dick, dripping down my balls. Adrenaline surges through my veins. I lift us both up, twisting so Maddy’s back lands on the sofa. Lifting her legs back, she takes her elbows placing them behind the back of her knees, allowing me full access to her core. I pound into her, fast and hard, over and over.

Her screams of sheer pleasure have me ready to cum all over her. That pressure in my balls builds, and the tightening heightens. Each long stroke claws its way at my balls, ready to cum. Hammering into her, I can’t wait any longer.

“I’m going to cum baby.”

“Give it to me, baby.” She closes her legs hooking at the ankles, shoving my hardened cock inside her, jerking, releasing every last drop into her.

Oh fuck! I fall over her. I’m wasted; my energy is done.

Stroking my back. “It’s okay, baby. You sleep right here. In between my legs where you belong.”

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