When u needed me (GXG)
Chapter-19 September 6th

Regan's POV

Its been 5 days since Faithlynn left and I have been devastated. I have been going to the other house everday but no one would let me meet her or even see her. I miss her so much, I just want to see her once.

Its been five freaking days and I regret everything I said and did to her I even apologize, doesn't she want to see me? Is she still mad at me. No one would let me ask her what she wants, I'll do anything she say, I just want to see her.

I miss her so much I can't supress my feelings for her anymore, I'm going to tell her what I feel about her and if she doesn't felt the same way then I'll just let her be. But now I'm not supressing them, that already had made my life a drama not anymore. I should be true to myself and her. I'm going to see her tonight.

I have a plan and Max is going to help me. Even though we both are afraid of our sister's wrath, I'll do anything to see her and Max had to help me. It's my love I'm talking about, my life, my everything. I can't help but smile while thinking about her.

She's so pretty, she looks adorable when she talks in her sleep, her cute little chubby fingers. Well they are smaller than mine. I like her small chubby hands in mine.

I just hope she's not scared of me. I'm so disappointed in myself for letting my anger control me so many times. But now my mind is clear there is no confusion, no second thoughts, no jealousy, nothing but one thought; that I love her more than a Friend. And I'm going to tell her.

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It's midnight and everyone is sleeping, I sneak into Max's room and wake him up. "Let's go." I told him.

We went into the garage to take the ladder out because I don't know any way to sneak into her room other than through the window. And no one would let me in from the front door so.

We put the ladder under her rooms window. "What are you waiting for?" Max asked when I didn't climbed the ladder.

I start pacing back and forth. "I'm so fucking nervous, see my hands are shaking." I told him showing my shaking fingers.

He started laughing "You are nervous because you are going into you bestfriend's room.?" He laughed again.

I smacked his head but he didn't stopped laughing. "She's not just my best friend she's my fiancée."

"But still you guys are friends". He said.

"Shut up, what if she screams or don't want to see me?" I asked him. Why am I so nervous?

"She's going to be happy to see you after so long." He said putting his elbow on my shoulder, yawning.

"Is is a good idea?" I asked unsure.

"Ofcourse it is, girls like it when their partner sneak into their rooms to meet them and maybe do other stuff too." He said wiggling his eyebrows.

"You are such a pervert...wait did you sneak into girls rooms?" I asked he just smile. Getting a cigarette out and offering me one. I took it and wish my nervousness away.

After a little while I feel less nervous.

I started climbing the ladder and told him to go back home. I lifted the window up and successfully landed in her room, she was sleeping, her back facing me.What should I do now?.

After thinking for a while what to do I carefully get in bed with her, Ahhh.. how much I missed this; her smell, her warmth, her calm and peaceful sleeping face, even her soft snores.

I put my hand over her waist and my head in her hair smelling the fragrance of her shampoo. Unconsciously I kissed behind her ear and she stirred, she put her hand over mine and that's when her eyes shot open, I quickly put my hand over her mouth before she screams.

"Shhhh..It's me Reagan". I said and cautiously removed my hand from her mouth. She looked at me with wide eyes. And we stayed like that; staring into each others eyes for a minute or two.

Faithlynn blinked and hastily get out of the bed. Oh shit is it a bad idea?.

"What are you doing here, in my bed, you scared the shit out of me." She whispered yelled and run a hand through her hair. I want to do that too; run my hand through her hair.

"Hello! I'm talking to you." She waved her hand in front of me when I didn't answer.

"I really needed to see you, I want to apologize for everything." I said pleadingly.

"How did you get in?" She asked.

I didn't say anything but walked towards her and she took a step back until she was stopped by the wall. She stretch her arm out to stop me from getting closer to her.

"It doesn't matter how I get in, I'm here now. Please Faithlynn why are you here why can't you just come home? I-I m-missed you so much." I said looking down.

She didn't say anything so I continue " I promise I'll do anything you want me to, if you don't want to see me then I'll not show my face to you, if you want me to sleep somewhere else I'll do that, I'll leave my room. I'll do anything for you Faithlynn. I'm so sorry for whatever I said and did to you.." I said getting on my knees, she was crying.

"You know I'll never hurt you, you are everything to me, I was stupid to let my anger out. I'm so sorry Faithlynn, just tell me what do you want me to do and I'll do it, please forgive me." I said walking on my knees towards her, cautiously taking her hands in mine, looking up at her now tears stained face.

"Please forgive me, I can't live another day knowing you are upset because of me. I missed you so much, please I'm sorry for hurting you. Faith please say something." I said bringing her hands towards my lips and kissing them, looking upto her again. She kept crying, so I wait for her to speak while on my knees.

After being on my knees for minutes she pulled me up and hugged me, I felt relieved, I hugged her tighter, a drop of tear left my eye. "I'm sorry, I missed you too." She said her breath hitting my neck, making me close my eyes.

I pulled back, smiled at her and wiped her tears away she smiled back and hugged me again. "I missed you alot." She mummble.

"Don't ever leave me like that. I'm so sorry." I said still holding onto her. "I won't." She said pulling back form the hug.

She lead me towards the bed and sat there holding my hand in her lap. Her head resting on my shoulder. I kissed her head and can't help but think how lucky I'm to be with a person I care about the most. And how stupid was I to hurt her.

"Can I lay with you for a while?" I asked after a while, not really wanting to leave her side yet. She nodded and I can't help but smile. Smile really big.

We got settled in the bed both facing each other, she touched my face caressing my cheek with a smile and a tender look on her face, her eyes lightning and staring back into mine.

I too was admiring her, she's so pretty;beautiful eyes, perfect nose, pink lips, even her chin looks cute. I leaned towards her and kissed her chin. She giggled. I put my hand on her cheek just like her, tracing the outline of her lips with mu thumb, I felt her shiver at my action, I can't take it anymore, I leaned in again and for the first time kissed her lips, she freezes and I stayed for a while and pulled back looking at her shocked and red face.

She didn't do or say anything, she looked shocked and dazed, what if I crossed the line? what if she doesn't like me like that? I start getting nervous "Faith?" I whispered.

"Yeah?" She came out of her daze.

Gathering all my confidence I asked "Can I-I k-kiss you again?" But it came out as a whisper, she has been looking at my lips.

"What?" She asked.

"Can I kiss you?" I asked again. She nodded slowly.

I leaned in again and captured her lips with mine and fireworks starts eruping through my body, I felt tingly inside, this time we didn't stay still, our lips started moving in sync like they have been doing this for forever. I pulled her even more closer by the back of her neck she moaned quietly making me smile into the kiss, she grabbed my waist and pulled me closer, but I ended up on top of her. Our firstly calm and slow kissing turned into hard and hot make out. I lick her bottom lip to slide my tounge in and she grant me the entrance, a groan left out of my mouth, finally I get to taste her lips and it was the sweetest, I felt her hands moving in my hair while My hands rubbed her side up and down

I detach my lips from hers to catch my breath and started kissing her neck, she moaned again sending me over the edge and encouraging me, I kissed her neck and travelled up to her jaw, I kissed her lips again sucking on them while my hands went to the bottom of her shirt as my hands made contact with her bare skin she pushed her hand against my chest, but I didn't stop because I can't, I wanted more. My hands kept traveling up pulling her shirt up too. I went down to kiss her bare stomach receiving a moan with my name "Rea?".

"Hmmm?" I asked still kissing her stomach.

"Stop." She said out of breath pulling my hair.

I went back up looking into her eyes caressing her bare side with my thumb feeling goosebumps rising and kissed her again. This time she pushed me a little harder.

"I said stop." She gasped, I just looked at her wanting more of her, I was in a daze, my brain was not functioning I just wanted to have my ways with her. I kissed her cheek and get off of her and lay beside her, looking up at the ceiling, she rest her head on my chest and drape her arm over my stomach.

After a while "Rea?" She said kissing my neck, I gulped and looked down at her.

"I'm sorry." She said.

"It's okay, if you are not comfortable then I'll just going to keep my hands and mouth to myself" I smiled.

"It's not that, I r-really l-like you, like that." She said blushing profoundly.

She looks so adorable, I really want to just make out with her. "I really really like you too". Her face brighten up and she kissed my cheek. Snuggling into me. I closed my eyes and enjoy the comfort I was getting from her.

After a long silence she speak "Did you smoke?" Oh ho!

"I know you are not asleep". She said shaking me a little.

I opened my eyes "Yeah." I sigh.

"Why, last time I check you never smoked." She said glaring at me.

"Yeah, I was nervous okay, so I had a few puffs that's all, I'm not an addict." I said putting my arm over my eyes.

"Why were you nervous." She asked amused. Now she's enjoying it.

"Sleep Faith". I said dodging the question.

"Awww were you nervous to see me?" She asked pinching my cheek while giggle.

"Shut up." I said but a smile crept up on my face. She poked my cheek "Tell me were you nervous before coming here?" She pressed.

I looked at her amused face and smile "No, I smoked because I didn't wanted to taste like steak while kissing you."

"So you kissed as an apology?" She asked frowning.

"No, no no no. You don't even know for how long I have been wanting to kiss those plump pink lips or yours." I said eyeing her lips.

"You want to kiss these?" She asked pouting, teasing me. I looked into her eyes then to her lips and nodded slowly while leaning in to kiss her, but she put her hand on my mouth to stop me.

"You said you will keep you hands and mouth to yourself." She teased.

"Do I really have to." I asked, desperately wanting to kiss her.

"Yes." She said firmly. I gulped but cant avert my gaze off of her lips.

"And Good night." She said with a giggle, kissing my cheek.

"Good night Faith" I kissed her head. I slept with the love of my life in my arms, I easily drifted off to sleep after a long time.

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