Chapter 0215

103. 103.

Calvin.

I wait. I wait patiently for her to come back. I didn't know where she went, but I can take a pretty damn good guess. She was mad; I understand that more than anything. If anyone is pissed off and hurt at what caused me and Gunner more hurt than I'm ever willing to

admit.

I hear the door unlock, but I don't move. I'm not even sure what the hell I am doing here. The boys are at

my house with the nanny. For some reason, I feel like I should be here.

Ava stops dead in her tracks. "Cal, I didn't expect you to still be here."

Her eyes were red and puffy. She has been crying: that much is clear. Words honestly fail me. I have no fucking idea what the hell to tell her.

"I thought I would wait for you," I say as she takes a seat. "Where have you been?"

I knew where she went after she realized that Emma was Gunner's mom. That was hours ago, I don't

know where she went after. I'm sure confronting Emma didn't take almost three hours.

"I needed to think, so I just drove around," she whispers. "Gosh! This is so hard for me. Not only because I love Gunner like my own and it kills me to watch him hurt, but also because I see myself in him." I don't know much about Ava. I was about two years ahead of her in school. We weren't friends back then, and I didn't pay attention to any girl that wasn't Emma.

Even now, I don't know much about her. I kept myself closed off. I felt it would be unfair to dig deep into her life

when I barely told her anything deep about mine. All I know is that Rowan hurt her pretty badly. Just like Emma destroyed.

"Why?" I ask curiously.

"Because I suffered the same fate as him when I was younger. I was unwanted. For me, it was much harder because I was unwanted by both my family and Rowan's family. I didn't understand why they didn't I I didn't know that about her Unlike other boys who tried getting close to her so they could get close to Emma, i didn't. I thought their tactic was downright cruel. Using one sister to get another was utterly disgu I'm so sorry, Ava

There was nothing else I could say to comfort her. I don't even know how to comfort Gunner when he asks about Emma, so how can I comfort Ava?

"It's okay. It was a long time ago, and I'm slowly starting to heal" she pauses. "In any case, this isn't about me. I want to know the truth. How did Emma end up being Gunner's mom?"

I sigh. I was dreading this question. Not because I don't want to tell her what happened, but because I don't want to remember the painful memories.

"Well, you know about my love for her from high school," I start and she nods.

"Yes, definitely. Everyone knew it, just like everyone knew I wanted Rowan."

This was so messed up. We both somehow ended up with the people we wanted, but in the end, it turned out to be a nightmare. Both of us got hurt really, fucking badly. Maybe we should have stayed away fr

way of that.

"We'll I tried everything to get her to notice me, but she never did. It wasn't even possible when the person I had to compete against was Rowan. Like you said when we met again, I was nerdy, Cal. There was sexy about me," I began, but Ava interrupted me by chuckling.

"Have you seen yourself in glasses? You're like a woman's nerdy fantasy. You probably star in ladies dreams as either a hot professor or a librarian."

I laugh at that despite myself.

"Maybe now, but not back then. Emma was probably disgusted with me. I mean, come on, even I have to admit I looked terrible back then. I wouldn't have wanted to date myself" I continued.

"We finished high school, and in the summer before college, I decided to work on myself. It took a lot of effort, but I got to the point where I was actually proud of how I looked. I even started getting appreciative glances from girls"

It had been the highlight of my life at that age. It felt good to be attractive. It felt fucking great.

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