A Beta Before An Alpha
Chapter 18

Lauren's Point of View I wake again to a knock at my door. I look at my clock, and it says 10:26am. “Come in," I call. Zac opens the door. “My poor sleepy girl,’ he coos. “I came home for some paperwork and this was going off in the living room couch,” he says and hands my phone to me. I see Peggy just tried to call me. “Mmm Thanks, babe. I never sleep this late, it's the shirt," I admit. He looks down to see I'm wearing his shirt. “I didn't know you wanted to wear it. That's hot as f**k,” he says, with a growl. “Come give me a cuddle before you go," I ask sweetly. He pops off his shoes and gets into bed. For the first time ever, he gets under the blankets with me. I'm always properly clothed, and the one time I'm in a t-shirt and nothing else, he gets under the blankets? “Ym not completely decent, just a warning I admit. I'm more than fine with it, but I still think I should warn him. “What do you mean? I saw you had shorts on earlier,” he asks. “I took them off.” He's already under the blankets with me, and he looks at me, with surprise. “Are you joking?" I shake my head and chuckle. He obviously didn't know how to take my answer with a giggle, because his hand moves to my waist, and he slowly moves down to my hips to feel for shorts but doesn't feel a waistband. He pulls his hand away. “Why aren't you wearing your shorts anymore?” He asks, breathing a little heavier. “Well this shirt had your warmth and smell on it, and I wanted it to touch every bit of my body, so I took off everything I was wearing” I admit. “Everything?” He asks. I nod, and he lets out a raspy, “F**k” We were laying on our sides, facing each other, and with that bit of information, he falls to his back and covers his face. “You're killing me, baby," he breathes out. I fight the urge to wiggle closer and wrap my arms around him. Instead, I reach an arm out and grab his hand. “Sorry, I whisper. “You give me cuddles all the time, and never come under the blankets. I've always dressed appropriately so you could to but today with the shirt, I got carried away. Sorry, 1 didn't mean to make you feel like this," I apologize. “I just led a few warrior classes and it was freezing out. I thought I would warm up for a minute. Don't be sorry,” he answe without looking at me. “50 you're not wearing anything? Like not even panties?” He asks, with a tortured look on his face. “Why don't 1 just put some on really quickly, and then we can cuddle” I offer. He groans again and points to his erection. “No cuddling happening right now,” he adds. I was already turned on. I'm always friggin turned on, but seeing him so turned on by me, without even touching me, and just by the thought of my nakedness is making it worse. “Zac... you're turning me on... a lot,” I confess with laboured breathing. Zac looks at me, and when our eyes meet, it's as if there is nothing holding us apart. I'm not sure who was the first perso to move but we find ourselves kissing. I'm moaning and he's groaning. It's hot and fast, and there's an urgency to it. I can feel how much he needs me, and I'm sure he can feel the same from me. I feel his hand on my outer thigh, and it slowly moves up, and soon he has a hand grasping my bare a*s. He groans, and squeezes it. I pull him on top of me and, he's laying in between my legs, his elbows holding himself up. I'm rolling my hips into his erection, and it feels so good. He stops and pulls back. “F**k... F**k.. Your bare p***y is against me right now. Lauren, if you want to stop this, tell me to leave right now. I don’t have the strength to move away from you on my own,” he says while panting. His dark brown eyes now black. “Don't go," I plead. “I want you so bad. I'm tired of having showers, instead of you," I pant. “F*kI" He hisses. He comes back down and kisses me hard. I start pulling his shirt off, so he breaks away to pull it over hi head. He comes back down to kiss me, and I start unbuckling his belt. He stops kissing my lips and then moves to my nec my weak spot. I forget about the jean buckle, because it requires too much concentration. I can't even think straight so I pull him closer, grinding into him harder. 'm moaning and I'm so wet. I'm probably making a mess of his jeans. Maybe I should care, but I don't. He pulls away and starts to lift his shirt off of me. When it's off, he takes a second to look me over. He licks his lips, “You's f*+++g perfect,’ he breathes. He gives me a quick kiss, and then makes his way to my neck. One hand is rubbing one of m breasts, and he keeps kissing down until he’s kissing my other. Taking my n****e in his mouth, licking, flicking, kissing anc sucking gently. “ZAC,” I moan. He kisses his way to the other side and continues his magic. I look down at him, and it's an erotic sight. I want him in a way that's so carnal. I want him inside of me now. I need him there. “Please, I need you, Zac," I pant. “I'm ready," I beg. He lets out a growl, and he starts kissing lower, and lower. Until I feel his soft warm tongue on my core. “You're 50 wet for me Lauren. f**k, you taste good," He groans, and he continues his assault on me. I'm so turned on, it to about 30 seconds before I'm warning him, “Zac... baby, I'm going to come,” I moan, and an 0****m rips through my body. I have my hands in his hair, as I come. It hit me hard, sending shockwaves of pleasure through my body. I take a second to catch my breath, and Zac starts kissing up my body. When he gets to my face, he gives me a kiss and smiles. “Watching you moan my name, and feeling your p**y clench around my finger like that... was the hottest moment of my life,” he says. I smile and catch my breath. “Just wait," I say, as I push him off me, and on to his back. I might be a virgin, but I have done this part before. I kneel between his legs and finish unbuckling his pants. 1 wiggle them off his muscular thighs. Then 1 start pulling his boxer brie off. “Wow!” is all I can say. I take a second to look over his glorious body. It's perfection. I really love that he has a little chest hair, I find it so sexy. I lean down on top of him, rubbing my hard n*****s against his body as I move up to kiss his lips. He groans, and his hanc soon make their way to them. I start to kiss and lick his neck, and very slowly start to move down, giving little nips when feel the urge. By the sounds he's making, he's enjoying every second of it. I keep kissing and licking down, inching closer and closer. I feel him breathing harder, and panting. When 1 hit his hip I see his head come off the bed, looking down at me. I look up, smirking. I pause. Then I lick my lips. before I lick up his shaft. He hisses, and I see his chest rising and falling even quicker now. I grab him, and lick the tip an “Mmm,” when I taste his pre-cum. “Holy s**t, Lauren,” he pants. I can't help but smile at him, I tease him a little more before I take him into my mouth. “Lauren, you have to stop. I'm going to come,” he says as he puts his hands under my arm and pulls me up. “l wasn't done,” I smile mischievously. He kisses me and rolls me over, so he’s on top. “l wanna f**k you without a condom,” he pants. “I've always been safe before,” he adds and I nod. “I can pull out if you want,” he asks. “I don't care. You can come inside if you want," I say and the thought has me panting. “F**ki The things you do to me woman,” he says. He lowers himself and uses his hand to guide himself to me. Just as the t grazes my opening, I let out a moan, but then I stop him. “Just, take it easy," I say as I nibble my lower lip. “Are you...2" He asks brows furrowed. “A virgin? Yeah," I answer. He looks at me wide-eyed. “Really? You seemed so confident, I'm glad you told me” he smiles broadly at me. “I'll be gentle. It'll hurt at first, but we'll take our time,” he assures me. He starts kissing me, and I can feel him push into me slowly. He's big, and it hurts. It feels like it's burning. I wince at the pain. “Take a deep breath. Don't tense up,” he says. I force myself to breathe, and then he moves in a little more. Finally, he stops. “You're so tight, and it feels so good,” he groans. He starts kissing me, then my neck. I let him know when he can start to move again; he's being so gentle and taking it slow. It still hurts but the pain seems to be fading. Soon enough, the pain i replaced with pleasure. It feels good, so I start rocking my hips with him. “Does it hurt??” He asks. “No, it feels good.” He started going a little faster, and he's groaning and cursing. “Your p***y is so tight and wet," his deep voice groans. Is there anything more erotic than hearing someone talk about yo body like that? I'm panting harder, and his hand moves in between us, and he starts rubbing circles on my clit. I'm so clos “Il want to feel your p***y clenching on me. I want you to come,” his husky voice says and I nod. “Don't stop,” I demand. Soon I'm warning him, “I'm going to... Zac! Zac!” I cry out. I get lost in an earth-shattering 0****m, and Zac soon follows m: “f**k, Lauren,” he grunts as he comes undone inside of me. We spend a minute still attached, before he gets off, and lays beside me. “I can't believe we did that, and I can't believe how good it was," he says through pants. “I didn't know s* could feel like that. 'm addicted to you,” he says, with a smile. I roll to my side and steal a little kiss. “I love you,” he says while holding my gaze. “I love you. I didn’t know what to expect exactly, but it blew my expectations,” I smile and he smiles broadly at my confession. “I don't want this to come out the wrong way, but I didn't think you were a virgin. I thought when we first met that it was possible, but living together, I saw a different confident, really forward and flirtatious side of you that I thought had to mean you had to have experience. And then in bed, until you told me that you were, I thought you seemed to know exact what you were doing, and you seemed so confident,” he confesses. “Have you been thinking about my virtue all this time?” He nods. “Why didn't you just ask? I wasn't embarrassed about it He shrugs, “I don't know, it seemed like I would have been crossing a line? There seems to be this expectation within pac that the she-wolves should be virgins, and it's fine if the men aren't. ll admit, it ate me up a little bit thinking about anyone having you like this. 1 also told myself I didn't have the right to feel that though because I wasn't a virgin. I wish I would have waited for you though,” he admits. “Well, I'm glad that you see the hypocrisy in the expectation. I almost did once, we did other stuff, but it felt wrong I admit. “This felt so right though,” I smile. “50 right... Is that your phone?” Zac asks. I can hear a quiet buzzing, and I start looking through the blankets. I grab it and answer, Me: “Hello!” Peggy: “Hey darlin’, how are you doing? I came up to your place, but you weren't there. I was worried about you. Me: Oh, I'm fine. I'm at Zac's. Peggy: Ah I see. You two are getting pretty close, aren't you? Me: He's actually my second chance mate. Peggy: No! Are you serious? I'm so happy for yout Me: Thanks, Peggy. Peggy: He's a good egg, that one. Me: [I chuckle.] I agree. So why were you looking for me? Everything okay with Leon, your brother? Peggy: Oh yes, he's doing fine. We actually had a pipe burst in the washroom. It should be fixed by dinner time, but the proper clean-up won't be rushed. I wanted to let you know you'd have no water for the day, and also 'm closed for the night. Me: Geez, well that's too bad about the pipe. I'm glad itll be a quick fix. I'll see you tomorrow then. If you need anything, give me a call. Peggy: Will do darlin’ Ta-Ta for now. “I don't have to work tonight, pipe burst,” I explain. “Mmm, I like the sound of that," he says as he pulls me in, and kisses me. I toss my phone and sink into his embrace, smiling. “I need you again,” he says, his eyes black with lust. 1 smile and kiss him back with the same urgency, and it's not long before he's buried deep inside of me again. I fall on top of Zac's sweaty body. I rode him until we both found our end. It's almost 1 pm, and we've been going at it sin 10:30 since Zac woke me up a few hours ago. This was our 4th or maybe 5th round. We can't keep our hands off of each other. “I don't ever want to stop being inside of you,” he huffs and I smile. “We need to stop to refuel though. I'm starving," I admit, as I lift my body off of his, and lay beside him. “Me too, actually. I'll take a quick shower and run down and get us some lunch," he offers. He gives me a kiss, and groans he gets out of bed, and walks out of my room a*s naked. “I hate to see you go, but I LOVE to see you walk away," I holler, and he lets out a throaty laugh. I hear the shower in his room turn on, and I decide I should wash some of this sweat and s*x off of me too. I jump up and head to his shower. I open his shower door, he smiles and pulls me in. “I was missing you,” he whispers. “You were gone for 1 minute I smile. “I don't know how I'll manage to go to work all day... Wait. s**t, I was supposed to be working today, I had classes to lead. s**t. I even closed all mind-link” He admits, with a laugh, and then I can tell he's probably mind-linking someone. After a minute, he looks down at me and smiles. “I'm covered for the rest of the day, now." “Good,” I say as I hug him. He hugs me back, and then grabs the shampoo and starts washing my hair. I grab the body soa and start to lather him up. It didn't take long before I was pinned against the shower wall, and we were going at it again. When we get out of the shower, Zac wraps me up in a towel and then wraps himself in one. He grabs another towel and starts drying off my hair, and his lips find my neck. He's kissing me, and it feels so good! I lean back into him. “Stop, before we're at it again, and miss lunch,” I say, with laboured breathing. He pulls away and looks up, and we're looking at each other through the mirror. He smiles, and gives me a kiss on my head, “I'll go now before I get distracted again,” he smirks. We leave his bathroom, and when I g0 to leave his bedroom, he stops me. “No stay in here,” he says and points to his bed. “I don’t have clothes in here," I remind him. He pulls me into his closet, “I want to see you in nothing but my clothes today,” he smiles. I chuckle but oblige him. I grab sweatshirt and slip it on. It's so big, it's like a dress on me. He grins while he gets dressed. When Zac leaves I make my wa back into my room and bathroom and grab a brush, and brush my hair, and then put a braid in it, so it's out of the way. I brush my teeth and put some deodorant on. When I hear the front door, I rush back to his room, and fling myself into bec trying to not laugh. He comes into his room with 2 bags. “What'd ya get?" I smile. He sits and starts opening the bags. He's got sandwiches, bananas, apples, cookies, chips, Gatorade and water. While he was eating a banana, I made sure he knew proper banana-eating etiquette. He looked at me like I was crazy whe I said that. “When you eat a Banana in front of other people. Never make eye contact with anyone," I laughed. He still didn’t get it. I demonstrated how the second you make eye contact, it looks completely s****I, and he was roaring We're always laughing about something, I love that about us. When we've had our fill, we cuddle up in bed and talk about the smallest of things, but it's fun and perfect. After an hour or so, we made love once more before falling asleep togethe was sore, but I wanted him so much, it didn't matter. The pleasure outweighed the pain.

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