I sat down next to Elizia; my plastic bag propped on my lap as I could hear the whistle from the coach. Blaine waved at us from down below as we sat on the bleachers.

โ€œWhatโ€™s in the bag?โ€ Elizia asked as I opened it, my stomach gurgling as I looked at the neatly rolled sushi.

โ€œTeresa has been practicing her sushi skills,โ€ I began as I pulled out the little Tupperware container that stored what was supposed to be my lunch. โ€œI was curious how they came out so Blaine said he would ask her to put it in my lunch,โ€ I said as I offered her a sushi roll.

โ€œTeresa?โ€ Elizia asked confused as she took a bite of the sushi.

โ€œBlaineโ€™s mother,โ€ I said nonchalantly as I begin eating.

โ€œOh!โ€ Elizia said surprised. โ€œIโ€™ve never heard you mention her name before or Blaine for that matter.โ€

I could hear the coach yelling from down below as he blew his whistle telling number seven, he was too far.

โ€œYes, we have many times, weโ€™ve even invited you to Blaineโ€™s house once to watch a movie you said you couldnโ€™t that night because you had a date with Richard,โ€ I said calmly.

Elizia shifted on her weight as she recalled that night. โ€œYeah, and he was not exactly the best date either he was really boring,โ€ Elizia said as she rolled her eyes.

โ€œSo, Iโ€™m just curious why do you like Blaine? I mean I never pegged you for the sports type.โ€ I asked as I opened the juice I had in the bag. Elizia looked at me surprised as she sighed heavily.

โ€œIโ€™m not exactly sure why, heโ€™s sweet and nice butโ€ฆ Iโ€™m not exactly sure when I saw him differently.โ€ Elizia said as she looked at the sky.

โ€œI think Blaine will be surprised when you can confess, so Iโ€™m also curious about how he will react,โ€ I said calmly.

โ€œZaphiraโ€ฆ Do you know what kind of girl Blaine is interested in? Heโ€™s never really talked about girls or even had a girlfriend soโ€ฆโ€

I looked at her for a moment then thought. Now she mentioned that I have actually never seen him date anyone or talk about girls, what is his type?

โ€œIโ€™m not exactly sure,โ€ I said honestly as I look towards the soccer team as Blaine ran across the field. โ€œHeโ€™s never mentioned anything like that to me and I saw them on a date heโ€™s never even mentioned going on one.โ€

โ€œLike never? Not even in grade school, not a single crush?โ€ Elizia said surprised.

โ€œNo not even one,โ€ I added. Elizia looked thoughtful as she slowly snacked on her lunch staring at the soccer field. โ€œYou know what sucks about having sauce for sushi?โ€ I asked as I watched the boys.

โ€œItโ€™s either always salty or plain?โ€ Elizia asked confused.

โ€œThat too but no, the sauce tastes weird when you have to wait till after school to have your sushi,โ€ I said as I stuck my tongue out in Disgust as the sauce touched my tongue.

โ€œYeah, that would suck, but it also sucks in general since you have to wait two hours anyway before eating lunch, by then the sauce is just warm and gross.โ€

I nodded in agreement as I heard the whistle again.

โ€œAnyway, I got to go I just wanted to watch his practice a bit before I headed out,โ€ I said as I stuck the container back in the plastic bag.

โ€œOh, okay Iโ€™ll see you later then,โ€ Elizia said smiling as I Rose to my feet.

โ€œLeaving Zaphira?โ€ Blane called out as he stood by the track with a towel around his neck.

โ€œYeah, sorry I canโ€™t watch the rest of your practice I said as I waved to Elizia.

โ€œOkay, be safe and Iโ€™ll stop by after practice.โ€ He said as he waved to me.

I smiled back as I slowly descended the bleachers. โ€œOkay, Iโ€™ll see you later and be careful. I added as I turned to leave.

I stood in the line of the grocery store looking at the cart the cold meat stacked on top of each other and various cases of soda sat neatly in a line at the bottom of the cart.

I wonder if Elizia is going to confess her feelings to Blaine I thought as I waited for the person in front of me to check out. I wonder if Blaine is going to say yes. Does Blaine even like girls like Elizia? I chewed on my lip thoughtfully as I imagined Elizia asking Blaine out.

โ€œHey, Blaine? What do you think about going on a date with me?โ€ Elizia asked after practice.

Blaine froze as he looked at her as if he saw a ghost. โ€œWhat!โ€

โ€œWell, I like you and I wanted to see if you would go with me.โ€ She said without batting an eyelash.

Blaine looked at her speechless as a random person ran past him. โ€œGreat practice today, Blaine.โ€ He shouted before disappearing into the school.

โ€œI thought you didnโ€™t like guys from our school or sportspeople you said they sweat too much and constantly reek of BO.โ€ Blaine managed to muster as he started to walk towards the school. Elizia had to jog to keep up with him.

Okay that was a little more than expected but I wouldnโ€™t be surprised if something like that came out, I mean itโ€™s not like she suddenly liked guys who according to her smelled like body odor a lot, which Blaine does not you wouldnโ€™t believe he was a sports lover with how nice he smells all the time. I thought as I finished bagging the groceries.

I slowly left the store carrying my bags, a cool breeze whisking past me as I trenched through it with the heavy bags. My mind wandered to Elizia and Blaine my curiosity peaking.

Ooo, I wish I could know if she talked to him or not. I thought as I got closer to my house, my body wanting to collapse in the parking lot but my determination to not let the meat spoil pushed me to get to the front door.

โ€œIf only I lived closer to the grocery store that would be a load off my shoulders,โ€ I said to myself as I dropped the groceries on the floor.

โ€œNeed help?โ€ As I fumbled for my keys.

โ€œBlaine!โ€ I blurted as I turned around the setting sun blocking part of his face and partially blinding me, I had to use my sleeve to protect my eyes.

He scared the crap out of me what is he a ninja? When did he get off practice?

โ€œYouโ€™re off early, short practice or something?โ€

โ€œYeah, plus I couldnโ€™t wait to have the pasta so I kind of asked to get off early.โ€ He said as he picked up the bags.

โ€œWhy do you keep buying so much? You donโ€™t live so close to the grocery store That you can buy all this, didnโ€™t it hurt your arms having to walk home with it?โ€ Blaine asked as I opened the front door.

I entered the house stepping aside to let Blane though with some of the bags.

โ€œYeah, it did my arms feel like noodles now, but what am I supposed to do I live so far and I canโ€™t go to the grocery store so often itโ€™s easier just to get what I need in one go,โ€ I said closing the door after Blaine.

โ€œOkay, fair enough then if youโ€™re going to go splurging like this then at least wait till practice is done and Iโ€™ll come with you next time that way you donโ€™t have to carry all this by yourself.โ€ He said as he dropped the bags in the kitchen.

โ€œIโ€™ll keep that in mind for next time,โ€ I said as I entered the kitchen, his phone vibrating as he rubbed his arms.

Blaine grabbed his phone out of his pocket glancing at the notification before sticking his phone back into his pocket.

โ€œLooks like mom and dad are going out tonight,โ€ Blaine said as he started going threw the bags. โ€œSo, it looks like it safe I can have some pasta without worrying that mom would get angry that I ate dinner with you instead of at home.โ€ He said as he started to put the meat in the sink de-thaw.

โ€œWould she really be mad though? I mean youโ€™ve spent days at my house before and she hasnโ€™t wronged your neck yet.โ€ I said as I started putting the sodas in the fridge.

โ€œTrue but mom also knows about your situation and how concerned I am, I also told her I promised your mother I would protect you and keep you safe how can I do that when I see you at school and occasionally after school,โ€ Blaine said leaning against the counter.

โ€œBlaine, you know Iโ€™m no longer a child and I still have my grandfather, if my grandfather thought I was mature enough to live here all by myself without supervision canโ€™t you trust me to not die?โ€ I asked as I handed him a cold soda.

โ€œI do itโ€™s justโ€ฆโ€ Blaine looked thoughtful as he stared at this soda can. โ€œItโ€™s justโ€ฆ I promised and I donโ€™t want to feel like Iโ€™m breaking the promise.

I know you are trustworthy and I know you have your grandfather as well for support butโ€ฆ I didnโ€™t exactly get a chance to thank your mother for everything sheโ€™s ever done for me.

protecting you is the only thing I can do.โ€ He said sadly as he popped open the soda chugged it.

โ€ฆ..???

โ€œAnd your aunt cousins are really mean some time it feels like they donโ€™t love you, they treat you so poorly.โ€

โ€œIt feels like it, the way they act like they do especially Lexi,โ€ I said angrily as I thought of this morning.

The words Lexi said re-opening my wounds.

I walked up to Blaine and hugged him his warm body soothing mine, the smell of lavender soothing me. The familiar scent Iโ€™ve always grown to recognize.

โ€œIโ€™m sorry Blaineโ€ฆ I said in a low voice. โ€œMom would think you were doing a splendid job youโ€™ve helped grandfather with taking care of me and because of both of you, Iโ€™ve grown up properly and matured quite well.

But donโ€™t you think itโ€™s time for you to slowly let go? You donโ€™t have to protect me so hard youโ€™re still your own person and I donโ€™t want you to feel like you need to sacrifice your happiness to protect me.โ€ I said still hugging him.

Blaine put his arm around me and hugged me tightly, I wasnโ€™t sure how long we hugged for but I knew that we hugged long enough for me to feel hungry.

โ€œWant me to make the pasta now?โ€ I asked breaking the awkward silence as Blaine pulled away.

โ€œDefinitely, Iโ€™m starving,โ€ Blaine said practically giddy with excitement. โ€œZaphira do you really want me toโ€ฆ If you do then Iโ€™ll try my best to do just that but itโ€™s not easy.โ€ He said as he started pulling out pots and pans.

โ€œYes, I would feel happier knowing that you can freely be yourself and probably get a girlfriend because it is really weird that you donโ€™t have one,โ€ I said bluntly.

โ€œWeird? And why would I want to get one?โ€ He asked as he looked at me mischievously. โ€œWhat exactly did you in Elizia talk about?โ€

โ€œNothing really just how strange it is that Iโ€™ve gone almost my whole life of knowing you and youโ€™ve never once shown interest in a person,โ€ I said honestly as I opened the meat packages, the warm water in the sink soothing my numb and tingly hands.

Blane said nothing for a moment as he watched me stick water in a pot and turned on the stove.

โ€œWell to answer your question I have just never really found the girl that interests me, not that I really had the time to focus on that,โ€ Blaine said nonchalantly.

โ€œYeah, well now you do maybe you can find a really nice girl, but if I donโ€™t like her, you canโ€™t date her,โ€ I said teasing as I nudged him.

โ€œOkay, then daughter,โ€ Blaine said dramatically as he looked at me.

โ€œWell, if youโ€™re going to blame me because you are busy protecting me and helping me then I get to at least play the role of the stubborn โ€œdaughterโ€ who must share the attention,โ€ I said teasing. Blaine and we looked at each other then started laughing so much my ribs started to hurt.

โ€œIโ€™m just kidding whatever the hell you want I donโ€™t care,โ€ I said as I turned another burner on.

โ€œAre you though? Are you really?โ€ Blaine asked sincerely as he folded his arms.

โ€œDo you remember back in sixth grade when I befriended Morgan? You didnโ€™t seem too pleased about it then, you practically stalked me and bombarded her with several questions.โ€

I look at him embarrassed remembering the encounter vividly the look on Morganโ€™s face when she got angry at Blaine thinking he had a crazy sister or something.

โ€œHey I was just a kid itโ€™s not like I knew anything, you are the only friend I had and I thought she was taking you away from me,โ€ I said defensively.

โ€œRight and the three other girls after that and what about Sean and his brother Kyle?โ€

โ€œOkay, okay I get it I was a very clingy kid but whatโ€™d you expect no one wanted to be my friend I even tried my hardest to be friendly but they just didnโ€™t want to talk to me,โ€ I said remembering all the lonely times in the library when Blaine had soccer practice or was in a different class.

Blaine smiled then shifted and moved towards the hallway that divided the living room, the entrance, and the kitchen. โ€œDo you thinkโ€ฆโ€ Blaine was going to say when his phone started to ring. โ€œOkay, thatโ€™s odd,โ€ Blaine said as he looked at me surprised.

โ€œWhat is it?โ€ I asked curiously as I looked at him. Blaine looked at his phone as it continued to ring.

โ€œItโ€™s Elizia,โ€ Blaine said then answered the phone. โ€œHello?โ€ Blaine asked as he started to walk towards the living room. It took all my willpower not to follow him to listen to the conversation.

โ€œHey, you hungry?โ€ I asked as I entered the living room Blaine was still on call with Elizia.

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